Back in the day J my family visited Florida each year on Spring Break. We played softball beach side, explored the
ocean, ate good food, sunbathed by the pool and built sandcastles. I looked forward to each year’s trip. We also did your basic tourist events;
shopping for souvenirs we did not need, site seeing and collecting seashells.
The latter three moments were never highlights to my trip. Yeah, they were fine, but as a child
interests differ. Each year etched
special memories in my thoughts. Joy comes
when recalling those with the family.
Years passed and now visiting a beach involves different activities. I now enjoy sitting beach side watching my
children play in the sand. Fear of the
ocean developed over the years; therefore, I keep a certain distance from the
beautiful water. I am totally content
just to watch the waves crash over one another (not over me). My family ventures out there to enjoy the water
(I watch from afar biting my nails!).
I would like to share my favorite event to do when visiting
a beach. The event means much more to me
now than as a child. I love to walk the shoreline
searching for the perfect seashell. I
gather each one that catches my eye and treasure them. The ultimate find are unbroken sand dollars
or shells with a tiny hole that you could make into a necklace. Each shell collected looks different; some
with ugly features, while others shine and sparkle beautifully. The peace experienced while walking the shore
surpasses the joy in finding that perfect shell. I enjoy the sound of the waves crashing,
birds talking, the feel of sand under my feet and the sightseeing of various beach side
homes.
I would like to share another path I love to follow each
day. This path means much more now as a
Christian. I do not walk alone; yet, I
walk holding the Hand of my Guide. There
are moments He stops, lets go and watches as His child experiences special
times at one point in the path. There are
other times I let go and venture out into the sea of this world. I believe He watches from afar biting His
nails just waiting until I make the decision to come back toward Him. He then takes my hands, dries me off and continues
the walk.
Walking hand in hand, faithfully moving the direction He
commands, my eye catches things to the right and left of the path. The closer I look, these things look very
familiar. They are clips showing moments
in the past. I go to gather them up and
I feel a tug. My Guide warns me to be
selective in collecting these as treasures.
See, as I pick one up, it appears broken. The flashback stemming from that moment
causes indescribable pain leading to regret.
I throw it down quickly and grab hold of His hand; peace comes over
me. I venture on and see another
one. As I pick it up, it appears full of
ugliness. The flashback causes pain yet
again leading to shame. Thankfully, I
throw that one down as well. Venturing
further, I see one sparkle and shine as His light shines upon it. The flashback brings hurt; but, this time I
clearly see the reason for the moment in the past and instantly praise Him for
healing and growth. He used that one for
His good. The others will produce good
as well, but He is still working. . .
Do you feel as though the closer you walk with God, the more
clips of past moments appear along your path?
The enemy desires for you to let go of God’s hand and gather these
moments one by one. Then, he wishes for
you to treasure them, relive them and believe yourself to be unworthy of
walking hand in hand with God. As this
occurs, your feet venture out into the sea of this world and before realizing
it, you feel like you are fighting waves for your life.
I can relate my friend.
As I write more about my past hoping to reach others in the name of
Christ and pursue a career I feel so strongly led to do, the enemy works to
bring my focus on those clips of the past which label me unworthy in the eyes
of this world. Thankfully, His Word
speaks Truth and defeats the enemy’s efforts.
Don’t get me wrong, I have spent my time in the crashing waves; but, God
turns each of those times around for His good as I take His hand and begin
moving forward. Wherever you are today
(shoreline, gathering things or in the waves) His hand is open for you. Reach for Him and walk the straight path!
Keep praying harder than the devil can work.
Sheree Craig
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