Okay.
. .the day begins with two hours prep work before a six and ten year old can
intervene. Grocery list completed, menu
planned for the week, quiet time enjoyed, laundry started, lunch packed and
breakfast laid out. All is well
following the itinerary for the day. An
A+ earned so far. Oh wait, it is not
even 7:00AM yet. Continuing on schedule,
I wake the kids and follow the mental list of how the day should pan out. Well, the two angels I live with have
different ideas on how to accomplish the morning routine. The glowing numbers on our television box
mean nothing to my children. Even though
clothes lay in sight, breakfast is served and shoes are by the door; we still rarely
make it out the door so as to reach our destination on time.
Finally
in the van, after running around the home continually spouting off demands,
begging two kids to move it and threatening to take away pleasures should they
not get going; we start to leave the driveway.
Oh yeah, shut the garage door!
Come to find out, the opener/closer has something against getting places
on time as well and decides when it wants to work properly. So, I must get out and go manually shut it,
walk through the house and lock the front door again. Seems pointless to have that lovely remote,
doesn’t it?
Okay.
. .at our destination for drop off and my daughter decides to enter a phase of
separation anxiety. Clinging to my leg,
screaming that she is going to work with me and I am not allowed to leave
her. Oh how I wish I could grab her up
in my arms and take her back home and hang out all day. But, reality is bills don’t get paid without
punching a time clock! At six, a little
girl cannot understand the concept. To
her, mommy is leaving for no good reason.
After ten minutes (seemed like 2 hours) of bribing, coaxing and
reasoning she was not convinced. She
went kicking and screaming in the arms of a family member as I left the
driveway. Tears fell and the A+ received
before plummeted to an F!
Imperfect,
worthless, insensitive, failure. . .
Words
Satan whispers as I travel to a place for nine hours away from my
children. Away from the most important
role I play. Every moment prior to the
tears falling provided evidence of how I fail to fulfill the mother role. Satan used each piece of evidence to tear me
down in hopes to prevent any good to develop throughout my day. Thankfully, my confidence does not come from
the lies whispered from our enemy.
Thankfully, I know that emotions reflect worldly
pleasures/displeasures. Thankfully, we
have a Lord and Savior Who came, dwelt among us and won the battle. Satan is already defeated. The moment he tries to show up in our lives,
we must quickly remind him to get behind us. We have a God that will take over every moment
and work it out for good!
The
children found it difficult to listen this morning, MY itinerary was ignored,
time stood against me and my daughter struggled at drop off. None of this means the day is ruined. I know God holds mighty plans for each of
us. Let’s look at this day through His
eyes. . .
“My
sweet child, I enjoyed our quiet time this morning and I appreciate all the
planning for the day. But, dear sweet
daughter, I have the day planned already and every moment serves a purpose to the
whole picture. Your daughter is my child
as well and I care for her more than you can imagine. I am growing her in ways you cannot envision
at this moment. I am teaching your son,
which is mine as well, responsibility that will build him up to become the
great leader planned for his future. Oh,
and you, I am using you mightily to build these kids each and every day. You may think the morning was a failure. . .I
see it as a victory, because in the most difficult of times is when you call on
Me the most and I can shine through. It
is then, that faith grows even greater.
Don’t you see, it all worked out for your good? It does each and every time. Trust Me!”
Maturing,
priceless, compassionate, success. . .
Words
whispered by my Savior which override any lies Satan tries to pierce through my
heart. My dear friends, God wants to
whisper into your day as well. Will you
allow Him?
Keep
praying harder than the devil can work.
Sheree
Craig
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